I have so much to say and also nothing to say at all. He's ruined you. I told you he wasn't good. I'm scared. He's going to do something to you that you'll never be able to come back from. I'm not saying it would be your fault, I'm saying that I care. I don't understand why you think I'm just jealous. I am, but that's not the reason I'm angry at him. And it's not the reason I'm angry at you.
I think the fob lyrics "I don't blame you for being you, but you can't blame me for hating it" sum up how I feel towards you now. He's ruined you. You make me feel like I'm manipulating you, but I'm just saying what I see. He's a bad influence. And I can see how he's influenced you. You've left me. I'm alone. For no good reason, you left me. You were my best friend. And all because I loved you, and didn't want you to get tangled up in his shit, you left me.
I made you a Christmas present. But I think its too late to give it to you now. Considering its almost february. I wish I'd at least been able to give it to you before you left me.
There's so much more I want you to know but the words aren't there. Maybe I'll be able to tell you all this one day.