Did We All Fall Down?
My own little place to shitpost
Background of this page is by somedeimi on Insta, Twitter and Tiktok
Realised I forgot to add two pages to my nav bar on the home page, may or may not get around to that soon. Also been working on a Japanese learning resources site that will be up who knows when.
Got a blood test today and they took like ten viles of blood send help.
Argh I really wanna start updating my mcr fansite again but VS code WILL NOT OPEN. (my current laptop is very broken for context, I have a new one but it isn't set up yet).
First thought of 2026. crazy. currently coding while watching caseoh. also I now have mixed feelings about the girl. go read the blog
At school rn and I'm so bored. I'm also reading 1984 rn and its really good. Funny thing is the year eleven english class that I'm in for my borderless class (I'm in year 9, I just sit in the corner doing my own work) is also reading 1984 for class. So I'll get to read it again for year eleven advanced english, which I'll probably do. That'll be fun. Also, update on the crush: still definitely have a crush on her. And she has a crush on an 18 year old. And she's started drinking. I really hope she doesn't get badly influenced by the 18 year old and his friends.
Lowkey think I have slight attachment issues. To my best friend specifically. Like, she left early today, so I was so depressed at school this avo.
I've liked this girl for almost six months.
Wore an mcr shirt to the mental ward and they upped my antidepressants dose
This year 11 guy in the class I'm in rn just stood up and started humping the air I'm scared
I really need to lock in with my art
This girl omgoshhhh I think I'm in loveeee
Sport today was so bad.
Just finished bedazzling my latest sketchbook!
I think I'm gonna start "romantasising" my life, like school etc (but in a emo loser boy quirky gay way of course)
Talkshow Boy lyrics are so good; "I've got a crush on a girl, it makes me go spastic with an 86 chevvy, rusting in my hearts garage" is one of my favourite lyrics, it makes me cum.
Why can't I get laid then get a melody? (talkshow boy ref)
Can I just not be mentally ill and disabled ts pmo 💔 Think I've got chronic pain and fatigue ngl (listening to mcr rn is helping tho, specifically the song I Don't Love You)
My cd collection! I got May Death Never Stop You and Tbp/Living With Ghosts in Japan, that's why they've got the obi strip (harder to see on the may death never stop you because it wasn't positioned properly when I took the picture and I'm not bothered to take another one). (click to see the image larger in a new tab).
